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Name:小空
Age:18
"You're losing the sunsets, you will never get them back."
Friday, December 25, 2009 ; 5:20 AM
Senior year is half over. It never really, completely hit me that this is it. The last year of high school. I went to the Choir concert the other night and as I watched my three best friends sing on stage I felt like crying because I realized that this is our last year together, our last year sitting in the corner every morning and talking about stuff no one else really gets. After this we are all going our separate ways. I'll stay at home, Eliz and Ida and Kitty will be off in collage, living their dreams and maybe one day, changing the world. We may never see each other again. I know that I will never find another group of people who are as great of friends as these three. I love them more then I let on. I need them more then I let on and now I am just trying to prepare myself for when they leave. I am going to miss them, but I am happy that we are growing up and getting ready to live life. I feel completely unprepared to be an adult and it scares me so much. It scares me to know that I may not have my mom around to help me. She says she's feeling ok, be she is spending more and more time sleeping and losing a lot of weight. I'm not ready to lose her. I'm not ready to grow up. I'm not ready to graduate. Where is the pause button?
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