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Name:小空
Age:18
"No Ida..."
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 ; 5:13 AM
I think it sounds stupid.
And pointless.
We all need you, we all want you.
Just the way you are. You may feel like you are a bad friend, but you
aren't, so stop thinking that way. We all love you a million times over.
And, frankly, yes my heart is breaking, because
we had something special and we are loosing it now, but
you know what, it was bound to happen. We both knew it on the inside
even if we didn't want to take the time to talk about the future.
Don't blame yourself. ok. I will be alright,
as long as I know that you are happy and smiling.
Because you weren't only my lover, you where my friend and my sister.
And so, I STILL care about you, and I will be supporting all the choices you
make and cheering you on through college. Because I want your dreams to come true.
I want you to smile, really really smile, and for once, feel so happy and guilt free. Don't worry about me. Really. I will be just fine. I just need time, that's all.
So, don't think we would be better off without you, because if you had died 4 years ago, I wouldn't be friends with Eliz and Cody and Kitty and Preston and Paige. My mom and I would be homeless and I would have cried alone that night, instead of having you there to sing to me. You've done a world of good for everyone around you, even if you don't see it. I love you, we all love you. So smile ok
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