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Name:小空
Age:18
Caring
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 ; 9:31 PM
Why do I do it so much?
Why do I put so much time and energy and emotion into giving my friends all the love and support and caring I can?
I either get blown off, or when I need a shoulder, I can't find a soul around.
I love my friends to bits,
but I feel so....unappreciated.
Like, if I didn't put so much time into worrying and caring about
them, they really wouldn't even notice.
All I want is for my friends and loved ones to smile,
but if my efforts just go unnoticed, why even try?
I love my friends so much though,
if I didn't try my hardest to help, I would
feel just as bad as I do when it all goes unnoticed.
Xiao Kong
Sunday, April 25, 2010 ; 9:35 AM
is no more.
Xiao Kong was an amazing friend, a happy person, a Noona, a Kangin, a good person, a person with a reason to wake up smiling everyday, not this person that I've become.
I cannot be Xiao Kong, Noona, or Kangin
because I am unwanted.
And it's my own fault.
I became needy and clingy
and pushed everyone away.
And so, instead of making everyone
deal with Jackie a moment longer,
I step down from those names,
I step down from those positions
until I can stop being this way.
Goodbye Teukie
Goodbye Xiao Ling.
it was fun
Saturday, April 17, 2010 ; 3:59 PM
I'm sorry.
All of this is my fault.
Because I am an awful person.
I should just disappear or something.
I'm sorry.
So so sorry
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